i have a strong nicotine dependency, dam-it...

Someone employ me please?

18th bday are murder on my poor constituion,


IM GONA BE ON RUSSEL BRANTS GOT ISSUES ON TUESDAY

how wiered xx

Its my last day at work, then I'm back of 2 college baby frat hood woo...

right i need one or the 3 people who actually reads my vain attempt at self realization to keep me occupied today mainly by messaging back because well times goes rely slow when your excited.

merci

Current Mood: pensive

forgot how fun listnin to lamb of god, the bzerker, children of bodem and cannibal corpse was full pelt in a office

love black death metal XD

Current Mood: bouncy

After another successfull night of doing bad things to an excess that work seems well unlikely iv been giving myself a bit of thinkin time as to what the hell im gona do with myself.

I guess one of the obvius is to get bak in shape from a bit of a lazy summer, im gona join the rugby team again because it is my favoright sport and im gona start my weightlifting again so i can get bak the strength i had tho it still aint gone if u ask me.

I need to find myself a part time job so i can fit my guitar playing in because im starting to get fairly serius so workin full time would not do even if i loose a bit of money at the start. Hey you gota prioratise what you love over what you need.

I think it be nice if i made a bit more of an effort with my freinds instead of them just hearing from me from time to time. well i gues that takes two to tango

i need suggestions for thee biggest party of the year and i wanna see how many people i can get their even if i dont know who the hell they are they can come.

well erm yea good

Current Mood: satisfied

arg i just fell asleep in the toilet at work again god im never drinkin then doin 2 work straight after, my head hurts and my underwear sucks cause mike ripped it 2 pieces, its like a dam thong right now. I sympathise with you girls sooo much french nickers all the way.


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Current Mood: drained

right well im bord, work is the most draining thing i have ever forced myself today yet.

The only reason i still turn up everyday is because i kno im gona be recieving a big fat pay check soon.

I kno that i should be extatic, like only i would b able to find a job that requires me to absolutely shit all and get payed more then all of my freinds of the privialage. But well it sucks.

Im at work at the mo but they cannot see what im doing because im hiding behind the box for i created.

Today what have i done? right

1. Made my first rubber band ball
2. Filled a few boxes with crap
3. Found out that LJ harbours alota porn Alot...
4. Attempted to comment lauras newest
posbut apparently that privialage is blocked
5. Attempted to find sum1 attractive that i work
with, no luck so far

God its just driving me mad the little of nothing i do each day now. well im gona drink so heavily when those exam result come bak on thurs at dans party that sum1s gona have to carry me to work on fry i swear.

Im still thinkin about what to buy with my money well i gota get the laura aaron and lauras bday pressy i think i kno wat their gettin, im gona buy me a car cause i need 1 and mby a ps3 in november tho i may just ask 4 1 at christmas

ahh please some1 cheer me up or cum 2 london during my lunch break cause like im 5 mins from victoria station.

it would make my day

LJ has alota porn

Calven

Current Mood: cold

i stole a hot weels car from sainsburys yesterday aint i a rebel :D

Wow im finaly able to do this because well iv been dead recently.

Well i guess you all know i went to the download festival, i think i outdid myself this time.

Left on the thursday, spent all night paking which was hard. then had to carry all the crap i needed. that hurt way 2 much.

once me and my freind got to download we were informed that we wernt aloud any glass bottles so we had 2 sit their and drink all of his beer before we could get in. i hid my vodka in my tent cause i wanted to save that for later.

once i gave a pathetic attempt at putting up my tent i met the rest of my freinds and went for a right royal wander. started drinkin the 32 cans of carling i had.

thursday night, bladdered as a drunk, went for a lonely wander till i bumped in2 a big groupa northeners, they got me 2 sit down started complimentin my hair and fed me more beers. I love northeners.

fryday was wen the music started, after the morning blazing session i burnt my baked beans so went hungry, rushed down 2 see kitty hudson. they were good though i was tiered and a bit worse for wear.

after that there wernt that many good bands so i spent the hole time just drinkin till coheed and cambria came on, then i went mad.

fryday night, drank loads more and smoked loads more. passed out in ma tent again.

woke up saturday mornin 2 the beautiful stench of the portalos and another burnt can of beans. started drinkin again and ran about like a maniac trying to fit in all the bands i wanted to see. (www.downloadfestival.co.uk for full lineup). once metallica finished i finished of all ma beer, then finished of all the green, proberly a bad choice but owel oo yea finished of my fags which made me wanna cry.

ahh sunday morning, pulled down my m8s tent as she had 2 go early so she crashed in mine. i managed to complain constantly about the lack of fags. went to see a few more bands, forced myself into a portaloo which was hell. Guns n roses sucked ass tho prodejy rulled so i left during guns, and started on the vodka :D. hah soooo drunk wondering around with my m8 dan tlkin to every1 and offering them vodka while singin in a strange way. then the riots started i laughed alot and joined in a bit. went bak 2 tent 4 got that that girl was stayin in wid me which was kinda freaky then i died. paked up on monday after a forcefull wake up and went home.


now a normal person may have spent to days sleeping but not me.

i had the best shower ever then grabed my tent and ran down 2 farthing downs woods 2 meet freinds, it was a bit hard gettin their as a i over slept and didnt get of the traint till tadworth which made me panic. ooo btw jo stags directions r shiter then my arse. made it 2 the woods finaly and started drinkin sooo heavily i was drunk b4 every1 else, proberly the fact taht i only ate a pot noodle that day and i hadnt rely been sober since thursday. oncve i finished all my beer and my freind the dirnkin games began heheh i have never is evil. seriusly the amount of wiered sexual shit iv done without having sex is kinda scary, the s n m is only the begginin. its started rainin!!! got well wet and sat in my tent shivering with 6 other rather drunk peeps,

right im gettin tiered of this so im just gona say iv hav the gr8est weekend ever, if sum1 wants 2 they can help me top it heheh bi xx

Current Mood: amused